Courage to overcome your
ego
You have a rather serious battle in front of you. As you
begin to be inner rather than outer directed, expect to face
opposition from your persistent ego. That same ego that has
been calling the shots all along.
This ego's very existence is threatened when you rely on and
take your cues from your inner self. With survival at stake,
don't expect it to disappear without a fight. It will take
courage to recognize and stop responding to the ego's habitual
demands.
Courage is needed to lose yourself initially, in order to
find yourself ultimately. Courage to trust in the infinite life
force within, to direct your life. There is no program to
follow. There are no deadlines to meet. Continue to return
throughout your daily activities to the awareness of the here
and now.
Become increasingly objective to and separate from your
thoughts. Positive changes will begin to occur merely by
practicing present moment awareness. At times you will feel as
if in uncharted waters. Fear may arise when you no longer
operate in the world through your unconscious habitual
patterns. Yet you may not trust fully in the inner self's
ability to guide.
At these times, witness the fear and clearly observe the
separation of your self and the fear. "There is nothing to fear
but fear itself" still assumes that fear must exist. There is
still fear; of what makes little difference. Try rephrasing
this as "there is nothing to fear including fear itself".
Have the courage to nurture and respond to your intuitive
stirrings. The gentle urging that will occur when the mind is
still will never lead you astray. Have the courage to trust in
your inner self. You will be tested often, but your resolve
will strengthen with each small success.
Courage will be required to keep still as you witness
various disturbing thoughts and images that may arise during
meditation. This is necessary to grow and move beyond. Stop
allowing the ego to have dominion over your life. Decide now to
be IN-spired.
Only but a little courage is needed to allow the free
flowing magnificence of the inner self. Keep your ego out of
the way and allow the inner self to lead you on this wondrous
journey!
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